To My Mother - Toni Martin - For the Gift of Life
The movie 'It's a Wonderful Life' is a classic. People often watch it around Christmas. It starts off with a man thinking about committing suicide by jumping off a bridge into a freezing river. It's based on the short story 'The Greatest Gift' by Philip Van Doren Stern. Here's a powerful line from that story: "You had the greatest gift of all conferred upon you—the gift of life, of being a part of this world and taking a part in it. Yet you denied that gift." My mother wasn't supposed to be able to have children because she had some internal injuries from a childhood illness. She had surgery, but it was still doubtful. Therefore my life is miracle adjacent from the beginning. Not only was I born, my mother also had my younger sister a couple of years later. Hopes and wishes made real, the first gift of life. Life doesn't always feel like a gift though. Often it can feel like a curse of physical, mental, and emotional pain. Thirteen years la...